Viata ca o petrecere

In cateva minute mergem la Carrefour, ne cumparam un televizor...yuppi, vom avea in camera noastra ceva care sa ne relaxeze dupa o zi de munca, ne vom putea uita la stiti, la meciuri....sunt fericita.

Dar, pana sa plec am descoperit pe un blog a unei prietene o super fraza, care m-a facut sa zambesc si sa ii dau atata dreptate cele ce a spus-o

" Viata s-ar putea sa nu fie petrecerea la care am visat, dar, daca tot am ajuns aici, hai sa dansam!"

Foarte faina chestie, sper ca unii dintre voi participati la cea mai faina petrecere a voastra, sper ca cei care nu cred ca sunt la cea mai faina petrecere, sa treaca peste asta si sa se bucure totusi de ea, fiindca nu prea stim cat o sa dureze, si cu sigurantza de alta nu se vor mai bucura.

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For YOU

I think people are the greatest invention ever, without, there won't be anything to make this life so amazing.

I like to express my feelings regarding people I admire, but I often do this in writting than in speaking, so this post is dedicated to a person I admire a lot, the dearest of my heart.

I just want to tell YOU that you offered me so many lessons, YOU taught me so many things, YOU challenged me so many times, YOU made me feel alive so many moments...and all this just being you.

I'm more than proud to have you next to me, I'm more than lucky to hear your heart beating almost each day, I'm more than glad to have somebody with me.

Life is a complicated road, but for YOU this was not a unbeaten thing, YOU followed your dreams, threw away the rocks in front you, and now you shine...and all because YOU didn't give up.

All my respect for the person you are, all my respect for a wonderful job you made, all my respect for your courage.

Thanks a lot for every moment and every lesson offered.

YOU are and will always be a special person for me.

Back in the past!!!

Tomorrow I have the final exam, the big moment is so close to me, in few hours with a little bit of luck I will say that I graduated.

But this post is not entirely about this, it's about 4 of my best days that I had recently. On Wensday morning I packed and traveled in my home town,I was confused, I would have enjoyed more to stay in Bucharest. On the platform somebody has waiting for me, even though I live 3 minutes from the train station, but she always does this, it was my mother, who had a really nice smile on her face, I realized how much I missed her.

Driving back home, after a little shopping, I saw him, my dear father, smiling and smiling, but as always not showing his real feelings:). The first thing that popped out my mind was that is good to be home, with your dearest people.

All of a sudden my memories started to came back, everything seemed more tiny now, the house, the surroundings, even the town, with all this everything that surrounded me had a memory behind. I was happy to recapture all this, I was happy to be home, I enjoyed every minute spent with my dear parents.

My car, another thing that I realized how much I missed, at the beginning a little scared, how Adela told me:), then more and more comfortable, I drove a lot, to relax, to enjoy what I used to call my town.

Ten years before 3 girls sitting on a bench, decided that that would be their bench, and after 20 years they will come and meet there, it was me and my friends from that period, still ten years to pass, one of them is in Spain and the other one in Cluj.

I love walking, and this relaxes me a lot. My mother knew that, and each night we took me for a walk in the neighborhood, telling me all the news:), and asking me questions for my future, planning her future together with me.

I saw my old school, the classroom where I spent 8 years,I saw the place where I used to call " me and Gabi place". All this are just beautiful moments that from a reason or other I forgot them. But what I forgot is how is to be home, with your parents, just you and your feelings.

After 4 years of studying this was my longest holiday home, 4 days, and I admit it was one of the best.

Everything ended as usual, they took me to the train station, this time my father because this is the tradition, kissed me and wished me luck.

I feel more motivated now, because I realized home that nothing is how it was before, neither my town, nor the people that live there, nor the old school....nothing...I have as well to turn the page and grow up, start a new level of my life.

A great trip in the past, envisioning a great future, building an amazing present!!!

Reflectii in luna mai

Intr-o pauza scurta, mi-am dat drumul la mp3 player si am inceput sa ma gandesc despre ce as vrea sa aflu astazi. Am citit de dimineatza mai multe blog-uri unde erau post-uri dedicate lui Octavian Paler, si parca mi-a ramas intiparita figura sa, asa ca am vrut ca descopar si alti ilustrii ai scrisului. L-am descoperit pe Pablo Neruda, poet si om politic chilian, laureat al premiului Nobel pentru literatura in 1971.

Am citit un poem tare fain " Cine moare?", poem care din nou, ca si in cazul poemului lui Octavian Paler, mi-a dat parca aripi, m-a facut sa zambesc si sa constientizez inca o data ca viatza spre diferenta de multe alte lucruri/persoane nu iti da o a 2 a sansa.

CINE MOARE?

de PabloNeruda

Moare cate putin cine se transforma in sclavul
obisnuintei, urmand in fiecare zi aceleasi
traiectorii; cine nu-si schimba existenta; cine nu
risca sa construiasca ceva nou; cine nu vorbeste cu
oamenii pe care nu-i cunoaste.

Moare cate putin cine-si face din televiziune un guru.
Moare cate putin cine evita pasiunea, cine prefera
negrul pe alb si punctele pe "i" in locul unui
vartej de emotii, acele emotii care invata ochii sa staluceasca,
oftatul sa surada si care elibereaza sentimentele inimii.

Moare cate putin cine nu pleaca atunci cand este
nefericit in lucrul sau; cine
nu risca certul pentru incert pentru a-si indeplini un vis; cine
nu-si permite macar o data in viata sa nu asculte sfaturile
"responsabile". Moare cate putin cine nu calatoreste; cine nu
citeste; cine nu asculta muzica; cine nu cauta harul din el insusi.

Moare cate putin cine-si distruge dragostea; cine nu se lasa ajutat
Moare cate putin cine-si petrece zilele plangandu-si de mila si
detestand ploaia care nu mai inceteaza. Moare cate putin cine
abandoneaza un proiect inainte de a-l fi inceput; cine nu intreaba
de frica sa nu se faca de ras si cine nu raspunde chiar daca
cunoaste intrebarea. Evitam moartea cate putin, amintindu-ne
intotdeauna ca "a fi viu" cere un efort mult mai mare decat simplul
fapt de a respira. Doar rabdarea cuminte ne va face sa cucerim o
fericire splendida. Totul depinde de cum o traim... Daca va fi sa te
infierbanti, infierbanta-te la soare Daca va fi sa inseli,
inseala-ti stomacul. Daca va fi sa plangi, plange de bucurie. Daca va
fi sa minti, minte in privinta varstei tale. Daca va fi sa furi, fura
o sarutare. Daca va fi sa pierzi, pierde-ti frica. Daca va fi sa simti
foame, simte foame de iubire. Daca va fi sa doresti sa fii fericit,
doreste-ti in fiecare zi...

Despre prietenie...

In drum spre Bucuresti asta noapte stateam si ma gandeam ce inseamna prietenie...care este lucrul care face o prietenie speciala.....care este ultimul lucru care ar putea strica o prietenie....ce este atat de minunat in a avea prieteni....

Dar chiar ce este atat de minunat....ptr mine este minunat pentru ca banii, placerile de moment sunt volatile, unicul lucru care se pastreaza peste ani si ani sunt prieteniile.....ptr mine este minunat sa ai prieteni adevarati ptr ca bani nu te invatza nimik, poate doar sa devi o persona mai haina, oameni te invatza sa traiesti...

Ptr mine este minunat sa ai prieteni adevarati fiindca nu sunt ca bani, trec si vin, ei sunt alaturi de tine si la bine si la rau, te invatza cand gresesti, te felicita cand reusesti, nu te parasesc cand iti este greu pentru ca lor sa le fie bine...

De ce acest moment de introspectie...pentru ca azi am realizat un lucru extraordinar....nimik nu poate dobori respectul, sentimentele pe care le ai pentru un prieten drag...nimik nu te poate face sa iti lasi prietenul la nadejde....nimik nu te lasa sa il lasi pe jos si tu sa treci mai departe...
doar cand am simtit toate aceste lucruri am putut spune ca da, sunt si am prieteni adevarati.....si astazi am simtit.....am simtit ca nimik nu poate fi atat de important pentru a renunta la un prieten adevarat.....incercarile ar trebui sa ne intareasca.....ar trebui sa avem mereu in minte ca dureaza o gramada de timp sa inchegam o prietenie trainica, si doar 1 minut sa o rupem....am simtit ca ce conteaza pentru mine sunt experientele pe care le traiesc alaturi de cineva, nu beneficiile ,materiale pe care mi le ofera....am simtit ca am 4 prieteni care sunt parte din mine....am simtit ca nimik nu ma va face sa renunt la ei.

this is for my best friends....
Gabi, Miha, Mali, Lucki

Tears over tears....the sky is not that blue

sometimes life gives you surprise by surprise....you realize that you have change....you realize that you want more....but most important you realize that other people are stronger than you, are capable of ruin you...and for what? did you judge them, no....did you make something wrong to them, maybe.....these are just thought about a tragic reallity...people want you ruined....but the bad news for them is that I won't give up so easy, because if you want something badly you will have it.....people, the best thing to want near you, in the same time your biggest enemies.....I will stay and think twice about who are my friends...for sure another battle with my life....and I won't give up....